Monday, January 18, 2016

Overwhelmed & Underequipped

...That was a bit how I described myself in motherhood... But this is even more confusing:  with countless websites and clubs to know about, " bookmarks" to organize and airfares to find to bring the "kids" down to visit... i feel like I am constantly re- grouping...AND we have been grocery shopping nearly every day...whew!  I am finally feeling better about the weathwr..i.e. Not checking the weather app every 30 seconds...but I wore leggings and a warm jacket for tennis today...thinking tomorrow Afternoon golf will be warmer. Did i ever mention that I don't even OWN sleeved golf or tennis shirts????
I emailed the golf " chief" (again) this evening with a quesrion I KNOW she has already answered...and she responded that she can't wait to meet me: i am hysterical... I think thats a good thing...she sounded like it was good. :  ). At least OK
Tennis this morning was fun, the first three women I played with were from...Colorado.  I played pretty well ( thank goodness) but all newcomers have to be rated by the pro...I like that since I think I am better than my rating...I might be humbled.
I feel like I am " out of my element". And that will be ok..what is rather bizarre, tho is that occasionally I feel like I am in a time "warp". Everyone here is our age.  This truly came home when we looked to buy lunch near the pro shop...the seller in the snack bar was not a college kid, but a gray haired person like me!  Unsettling

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